Wonder...land

 

 

感冒了，，

 

身边的一切感知都变得模糊起来，，只剩下隆隆的耳际，不畅的气息

 

……

 

 

模糊中体察的是熟悉的身影，手酌着烟，那夜半时擦肩的瞬间……

 

只是擦肩的距离，却两无停留……

 

揪心的错过，句号了这愚拙到曾让人信以为真的缘分

 

 

 

晃之四年，

 

在这博客的时代，却又无意在google觅到他

 

……

 

只是那指间点击的距离

 

同守着一个窗口，却仍两不相知，心的距离依旧遥远不可触及

 

……

 

 

回想是苦涩的，好在和杯中的清咖啡相比好了些许~

 

暖暖的呼上口气，希望这感冒能快些好……

 

 

It said that ,,

love likes cold,,

even make you cant think ,

cant breathe

and

cant stop,,,

hopefully,,this kind of cold also could be recovered some how...

 

 

 

“25岁前是被骗的年龄，25岁后是打折的年龄”~~

眼看167个小时后就要被挂上“on sale”的标签，还是有些许不甘，，

 

于是也免不了俗上一把，装嫩也好，自恋也罢

把所现不多的笑容藏在相册里，，时而翻翻，怀念一下年轻的自己 ^_^

 

 

 

昨个儿也慕名去看了这部小剧场话剧，，
不错的题材，，除了那些“流行语”的佐料加得恰到好处外，
剧中反映出的现代年轻人的现状也很能让人共鸣，

 

“他们有不在场证明！……
……因为他们把自己给丢了！”

 

这句台词给我的触动最大触动，，，

多少人过着与自己灵魂相背离的生活，，为了那可怜的自尊失掉许多机会，丢了爱人，失去了朋友，……最后是迷失了自己~

 

“现在还没想好”一句常用的口头禅，这里却成了这个小舞台力求表现的核心~

现代人尝试生活也好，游戏爱情也好，始终在未思考清楚的时候就草草做了决定，原因最终归为一句“我不知道我想要什么，但我很清楚自己不要什么”，于是try着不同的工作，生活方式，当然也包括情人，，不合适就换，合不来就散~；我承认心中也很认同这用try的精神，可时间是否会为这种精神作任何的预留？

 

既然现在还没有想好，那就想好再做……

只希望这个确定不需要花上一生的时间去推敲！

 

Hardly to find some song could make me addicted for times,,

But Love does. Deeply touched by the same tale bottom from my heart? ..mightbe 

 

love, can I be love
love, could I ever really be loved
love, if you ever find me
I wonder will you try me
I'm so different than before

love, the kind that I dream of
it starts right here inside of me love
love, if you ever find me
I wonder will you try me
I'm so different than before
love I am so different than before

love I am so different...

love, where are you waiting
in dark and smoky rooms
I hear you singing to me
love, let my voice take you
and the songs we'd make
would be so different than before
oh yes my love, if you ever find me
then I ask you try me
I'm so different than before
love I am so different than before

love I am so different...

 

the word is our, the time has come
begin again and reinvent my love
make it strong with arms so long
its stretching out to everyone
and nothing replace this blissed out space
this what I wanted, this is what I made
every little things gonna be alright
one day soul mate youll be mine

 

love, this time you wont mistake me
I'm ready love for you to take me with you
love, if you ever find me 

I wonder will you try me
in so different than before
oh yes my love, I know when you've found me
you'll wrap yourself all around me
I'm so different than before
oh yes my love, I know you will show me
in words you never told me
I'm so different than before

love I am so different than before...